Sunday 24 August 2014

Jollity Is Wherever You Feel.

Beautiful stereotyped mornings had become my daily routine until today happened. Today was not just another cog in the wheel. To find pleasures in the smallest of small things that you do is sheer aristocracy in one's own way. You must be thinking to yourself now. What  revelled me to this extent? I will be glad to end your curiosity.

For three months and twenty one days, I have been in Kolkata. And I stand with undisputed awe at the amicability and alacrity of this city. There is a magic in its air which I preferably call "The Kolkata's sacrosanct Essence". It is not just about the big buildings of antiquity but also the Sun, streets and residents. And tea in an earthen pot :)
Fascinating..isn't it? Yes, I had tea at a roadside stall and in an earthen pot with the two most trusted persons of my life, Maa and Papa. And believe me it was absolute contentment. Until now, I did not have a clue how a kulhad chai( that is what they call it) tastes. But now I know.

The rush at the tea stall early morning when the clock ticks seven itself reveals the charm of the city. Gleaming yellow taxis, the hustle and bustle of traffic.. the city wakes early. Morning walkers, pet lovers, or a group of octogenarians iterating the laughter exercise. All this makes me think..people of this city are aware. Papa parked the car. And we took our chairs and settled. I was the happiest in the group! It knew no bounds. A very social group of about fifteen sat next to us in a circle. Lucky souls again. They have a big circle in this grim world. The chirrups of the morning birds faded by the resonance of the political opinions of people around. Early morning, a cuppa tea, mates and a healthy discussion. What else is a blissful life? Some ten steps away, I saw the atmosphere was not the same. A couple placating each other. But that is the oddity of life. You know the taste of pleasure only when you have overcome pain. Period. 

I was sitting with myself when one of the fifteen very enthusiastically asked. So where do you live? Maybe because he found us to be there for the very first time. "Chotu"..Someone jeered. "Jaldi jaldi saheb ko chai de aa". And his little feet rushed. His fingers were scorched,but he was paid a few bucks for it. And he was happily doing it. The large group greeted him with love and affection. And even he enjoyed being cuddled. Who doesn't? When again he was called back by his master. Every little thing is momentary. Times change.

"Madam". I sensed the sound waves coming in my direction. Here he was. Chotu with my earthen cup. I received it  with a smile. A smile engulfed with good wishes for him and his family. Only if he sensed. The aroma of a tinge of ginger lingered in air and traveled my thoughts. Refreshing! And I took the maiden sip in an earthen pot to taste the jollity of life.




Wednesday 13 August 2014

She Dreams..

She dreams,
When inspiration peters into a night dreary..

She dreams,
When the sunshine infuses a brand new hope..

She dreams,
While mustering energy to stride longer, despite stumbles..

She dreams..
When carrying her belief ardently..

She dreams,
While standing tall and still against a catastrophic wind..

She dreams,
While enduring the pains en route..

She dreams,
While ferreting around for her herself..

She dreams,
While romancing her tiny sources of glee..

She dreams,
By curling her lips into a  smirk whimsical
Defying the shrewdest of barriers..


She dreams,
While walking alone with the crowd..

She dreams,
To live her dreams, she dreams!!!


Saturday 2 August 2014

Happy Friendship Day!

A sleepless night? Insomnia? No. I would call it a night solemn, but when I was all with  myself. When memories were playfully prancing and plucking strings of joy and mirth of togetherness but tears of distance and time. I felt the void and an urge to fly and make my presence ubiquitous. And that is possible only in a world of fantasy. So, did I keep sulking? I do not really know and I will not want to allude the the mystery of the night so easily. Infact I leave it to the reader's thought process.

The clock did not yet strike twelve. But I was ready with my contacts. I had to ping many. And I am so lucky to feel this day to be an important day of celebration. I called my sister and chatted for not so long this time. And she was already on a tease spree as to why have I called her few minutes earlier and not exactly at twelve. One,two, three... and on and on. A few strained relations but this day makes me forget all. I had spared the tick of twelve for that special life support system of mine. We talked for long,obviously. The beauty lies in the fact that even parents did not rebuke me for the pandemonium I had created last night. Because they knew I was the happiest girl enjoying midnight. Every person that I pinged yesterday did create an aura of memories that I loved cherishing yesterday and will keep it in the pages of my diary for an entire lifetime. And finally my eyelids got moist. And that is when yester night became even more memorable.

Maa called me to sleep. It was late and I had to attend a seminar the next morning. But I did not want to turn in. I wanted to sit back and cry. In happiness? Memories??  Last year it was not the same. Round the clock,how did one year just pass.. I again do not know. 
Come and sleep,beta. It is too late and you have to complete chores and study. 
And then the voice..my inner voice.. it tried to construe. Maa, last year it was not the same. I had lots of fun. I miss all of them. All my friends. I want to relive those memories. I want to cut a cake with the best of my friends and party and dance and sing along.
That is when she replied in just two words.. and dozed off again. 
"Time changes."
The bell rang. Yes, I had heard this someday or read it somewhere. And understood it. But now I had learned  the depth of this one liner. And I could connect the dots.. Time changes but not the memories. They remain fresh like the nascent petals of a beautiful Rose throughout one's life. And I am the happiest person on earth to have so many a petal which I can decorate in my garden of memories. A realization? An enlightenment? I  again don not know.

But now I surely found the joy that I was rummaging for. I turned in..snuggled and tried to sleep. I played all the songs which made me remember you. And felt content. My pillow sensed a little moistness. But it absorbed it all. 

Every day has some importance in life to celebrate and enjoy. And different people hold importance in one's life. Do not regret it. Enjoy, instead.

To all my friends,
Here I am ending this note to wish you the happiest of all friendship days. God bless all.
Missing you all but radiating a smile. And looking forward to celebrate this day with the same mirth and zeal. 
Love,
Ananya

Sunday 20 July 2014

TAILOR-MADE

A soft prayer in mumbles,
Conceded to the surge of erratic wind ,
But like a feather, it again fell up,
Beautifying the prudence of lift.
And then The Supreme reciprocated
To clench the Tailor-made!


Thursday 3 July 2014

Good Morning Kolkata!

 
The abode of a poet's reverie..
Revealing citadels of mystical veil..
Rejoicing at the centenaries of existence..
Eliciting the incomparable morning jamboree!
 
I, a protégé of The clout..
Saunter in Your aesthetics..
Exuding a dancer's gait.
 
Ecstatic dew ephemeral..
Falls on my temple,
And to The bliss of divinity..
I bow - A poet's Good Morning!
 
 

 

Thursday 22 May 2014

You Plus Me equals...

You plus Me equals..
Attachment invincible,
Bond inextricable,
Company irreplaceable,
Distance uncountable..
Ego negligible,
Farewell impossible,
Goodness incomparable,
Happiness immeasurable,
Insanity unavoidable,
Joviality adorable,
Kinship incredible,
Laughter irreversible,
Madness unaccountable,
Novelty unbelievable...
Omnipresence indispensable,
Purity palpable,
Quintessentially impeccable,
Reliability indistinguishable,
Smiles memorable,
Twins infallible,
Unity unbreakable,
Value inexpressible,
Worth indecipherable,
X factor indiscernible,
Youth admirable,
Zeal inextinguishable!!!
 
 
 
 
 
 

Tuesday 15 April 2014

I'll remember YOU..






That dawn lonesome..
When the sun will  vibrantly blossom..
But not color our walls together..
I'll adorn a smile and remember YOU..

That afternoon sultry..
When there will be no hands friendly..
To reverberate claps jolly...
I'll breathe a sigh and remember YOU...

That dusk incomplete..
When there will be no feet to accompany the stroll on street..
To blurt out the day's despair..
I'll count our stars in sky and remember YOU..

That night dark throng..
When there will be no shoulders strong..
To soak the desolate tears stark..
I'll snuggle in to sleep .. But remember YOU..

Saturday 5 April 2014

SURRENDER..

Acceptance with affection profuse,
Forgiveness without apologies..
Attachment immense counting times forever..
A complete alter ego transition,..
Surrender I to Your Haven!

Tuesday 11 March 2014

The Creator


A word little..in which vastness lies hidden beneath.. The inextricable love,warmth and care.. Maa.. Your presence is itself a melody. Sugar is no sweeter,  I opine.

Leaning against the hollow wooden bark..I ponder..and seek Your arms, Maa.
Such deep rooted is Your love...Put it on a beam and observe it gets snapped. So heavy is the value.. Any gravity can not alter its dimensions..Even God takes a bow.
Change is constant, they say. But is it,really? Or did I just find an exception to this adage? Or maybe not. Your love increases.. Increases exponentially and every elapsed second is the witness.
The Sun Supreme wins against the leaves' sieve. My shoulders sense the scorch. And I look for the pacifying touch of your warmth which lets disperse every vagary. Hence defeating the Supreme again. And I assume this would happen a million times more.. perpetually.. till the mortal life's existence. You are The Power, The Creator. You will win. Always.
I let my hair prance to the rhythm of the breeze.. wishing you would come to do my plaits, plant a kiss and say, " I missed you at the table girl.. Let us dine together. " . And I dream myself savoring the magic in Your hands.
There are times when I commit a wrong. Everyone does. Your proverbial light guides me, Maa..The worst of your lyrical rebukes are darn more soothing than the harsh world outside. Yes, they do not bother.. At all.. They are mean. Period.

Beside me, a mother pampers the babbles and coos of her child.. The world around me turns moist as I stay numb to the inhumane world. A force pulling it towards gravity.. I let go and it dampens the page of my diary. An ink blot in your reminiscence.

A grumble of pang synchronized with the fourth note of the musical octave. Possibly the call of my soul. And how I wish You take me in Your embrace and croon to me that lullaby till I fall asleep...


Missing You Maa!

Sunday 9 March 2014

SANS IT...

Waves swaying on the brink..
Of petty innocence..
Of hampered bonds..
Of diluted alternatives..
Of ignorant bruises..
Of condoned rage..
Of tossed dilemma..
Conscience in knots..

Sans it..
Rumbling in the pitch silence..
Struggling through the storm..
Yearned by every unsung string..

It.. the hues of mirth..
A nascent beauty lost..
The curve evading rue..
Dug from the trench deep..
Wear it with finesse..
Let the world reciprocate..
And tread along..